As we grow older we start to reflect on our past. You can either continue being a victim or choose to be a survivor. Stop focusing on those terrible memories from your past. They are in the past for a reason. Leave them there. They are just a reminder of how far you come. Smile at the memories and be proud of yourself. You made it this far, now the sky's the limit. You are in charge of your destiny. Your past does not dictate your future. Your past was only a lesson and now you get to use that lesson to make your life better.
Smile and be happy, you got this!